I saw the glass as being half full, but now the water's spilt everywhere.

I thought I was over this mess. Five weeks later and I still cry myself to sleep. The question is not whether the tears will stop (because they will), but when?



CLICK: Another Unkept Secret
I was trying to sleep but my brain couldn't shut up, not for one second. I suddenly remembered everything. The memories triggered something inside of me that, for one of those seconds, erased any progress I've made over the past 29 days.

This is why I didn't even want to try falling in love. I took a risk and the entire time, I was playing with a losing hand. Everyone knew what was coming, but I chose not to listen. They turned out to be right and I was just being foolish in trying to prove them wrong because I believed in something that wasn't there. What I thought was faith was really stupidity in disguise.

Whatever. I should dry my tears. They're useless. I do not deserve this. I deserve better. So much better.


I'm opening the store tomorrow later on today and I'll have puffy eyes. Perfect.